I'm not ready to lose A$110

&*#@$%!!!!!! today is a bad day...(not bad hair day, it's totally bad day)
ok, i have to tell today's story which makes me feel angry, mad, and SO STUPIDDDD.....
I borrowed some books for my film final essay before today's tutorial class @1 o'clock. After tutorial class, i was still hold those books and waiting for next class @ 3 o'clock. So, I went to library again and playing games on facebook and chatting online with some friends. I put those books on the desk. and then,i went to class and i just realized i only bring 2 books...where the **** that blue book? I don't have any idea where is it...
Maybe i left it somewhere in library or it fell off from my hand. Afterward, I searched for that book in library, but i couldn't find it, so i told about it to librarian and he said i should check it around library, shelf etc or i should pay 110 bucks...OH NOOOO!!!!!!!! Please someone found and returned it to library,.. it should be somewhere @DEAKIN, right? so, probably someone who see it might returned it to library*cross fingers*...i hope soo....i don't wanna lose money....please God....I pray....

I realized that i'm just a reckless girl...yes I am....

Please pray 4 me....put my name on your today's prayer list....God Bless You...
XoXoXo